my sweet 19th burfday....

salam..
1st of all,grateful to Allah,bcoz of Him,i'm still here to continue my life journey...
1'm now a 19 years old girl,a daughter to ma & papa...Still a teenager,and my beloved kazen ask me to enjoy the last teens!!!Thank u to ma & papa..becoz of u,with the bless of Allah(insyaAllah),i'm growing to be a human...

Lpas kol 12 pg berduyun-duyun sms msuk datangnyer dri seluruh pelosok negeri menyatakan keprihatinan mereka terhadap mningkatnye usiaku....huhu..
thank you to all my frenz and family yg wish burfday and praying 4 my longevity..Thankz 4 da care,love and remembrance...love u all..

Dis morning,started with thirah..a cute frog.thank u thirah...then gu bg a bit of oat crunch,syeera bg drinking water tkut tercekik lak...then minum pg,sponsored by radhy..For lunch,angah treated me chicken chop from kyros kebab...And minum ptg,celebrate bezday kt secret recipe,having classic cheese...Treated by aten....Yg pling best tyme jlan blik ke kmpus tuk naek bas...hujan lebat giler & kitorang bsah kuyup mcam bdak2 yg bru lpas graduate tadika..comey sngat espcially tan..!dats the most sweet memory on my 19th burfday...4 my dinner,Along bought me my favourite kuew tiaw goreng and jannah bought me pita kebab from pasar mlam...My tummy was so full today with free food("')...After finishing the kebab and kuew tiaw goreng terus tido dpan tv....Bgun2 ani ckap my best fren bg kek scret recipe,kfc and beverage...Thank u so much....I thought u had 4gotten my turning point...Thanks also to kaiy 4 the sweet present..

I luv u my frenz!uhibbukum fillah...Hepy sgat jd burfday girl...hehe..

~to zue,hepy 20th besday...

kaple vs kawein??

kaple~~perkongsian hdup scara HARAM
kawein~~perkongsian hdup scara HALAL

sO,which 1 is ur choice??

Boycott kaple 4ever & ever

conclusion~berkahwinlah apabila sdah berkemampuan & bersedia tuk memikul tggjwab..hak3

...peace...

untukmu teman

Untukmu yang bernama teman,
Ingin aku hadiahkan sebaik-baik kalungan,
Seindah-seindah anyaman,
Dari seharum-harum bunga,
Kerana hati yang terpahat ini,
Saban hari semakin menyayangi,
Nilaian yang sama-sama kita kecapi,
Kenangan yang tak sudah-sudah kita lakari,
Kerana aku perantau,
Yang kerap menapak dan menjajah,
Walau dalam makna yang sementara,
Walau secebis semangat didada.
Contohku adalah kamu,
Kerana tamsilanmu adalah Rasulku,
Manusia agung karya Ilahi,
Pembimbing umat ke jalan abadi

Aku ingin melihat,
Rencana yang sama-sama kita bentangkan,
Bersemadi dalam hati-hati manusia,
Bersemi dalam peradaban ummah,
Tidak akan pernah cukup,
Apa yang kita lemparkan,
Kerna apa yang bakal dituntut,
Itulah yang kita khuatirkan.
Teman Bangkitkan kembali nostalgia itu,
Bersama ukhwah kita adun kembali,
Demi saat yang bakal kita miliki.
Teman,
Jangan mudah kita menafsir,
Mimpi indah kini,
Yang bukan untuk dirai,
Tetapi lihatlah ia,
Sebagai penterjemah diri,
Dikala kita beruzlah sunyi
Menghadap Ilahi.

1st day 2nd sem...

~thinking of writing something on my first day of 2nd sem~

wut happen??

Let me list down>>>>

~going 2 campus without any feeling..

~got 4 lectures 2day with the straight 2hours lctures for physio in the afternoon>really sleepy

~everybody talked about results,results n results...{me??...let them be...failure is common..}

~dunno wut happen 2 my upper & lower limb...so sad...my muscles are in trouble..even right now..

~1 msg received:"jmpe kt klas sy pkul 10.30a.m">>dah nk kna start keje ke..??huhu

~the next msg:"ptang ni ad briefing n ltihan bola jaring">>ala muscles tngah skit caner nak maen... dh la bdan xsehat

~my lunch 4 2day??>a piece of potato bun..so sad.if i'm at home>>"alah,makan nasi"{rindu msakan ma}

~at the library>>jannah came and told me that the assembly was cancelled..{me..should b hepy @ frust?huhu..}

~go back n sleep...

~lalala~

Akal adalah rakaman terhadap pelbagai pengalaman

Untuk mengetahui kekuatan benak atau fikiran kita,secara kiasan,akal kita boleh diumpamakan seperti pena.Akal menulis di atas helaian2 emosi yg bernama hati.Sementara tinta untuk akal adalah pelbagai aktiviti dalam kehidupan kita...

Akal menyimpan pelbagai pengalaman ilmu kita sehingga semakin sedikit pengalaman dan ilmu kita semakin sedikit tinta2 akal untuk menuangkan ilmu itu.Maka setiap kali kita belajar,Kita sebenarnya sedang menambah tinta kepada akal kita.

Akan tetapi,pena atau akal tidak dapat menulis tanpa lembaran untuk menulis.Lembaran tempat akal menulis itu dipanggil hati atau jiwa kita.Hati adalah emosi atau perasaan kita sehingga ia selalu merasakan apa pun yg kita fikirkan...

Dipetik daripada "Al-Quran Rahsia Terunggul" karangan Ali Ahmad Maleya...

Pemikiran yg agak menarik,sehinggakan saya berasa tertarik untuk berkongsi dgn sahabat2 seperjuangan sekalian yg sentiasa berada di bawah lembayung kasih sayang dan rahmatNya.InsyaAllah...

Selamat melangkah ke semester baru,(especially to gen04 & gen05 fpsk usim),semoga ilmu yg diperolehi menjadi tinta2 untuk dituangkan dan berbakti demi kemaslahatan ummah dan manusia seluruhnya..

Pn Mashitah said..."sebarkanlah ilmu walaupun sedikit"

~change profile****study~

huhu.....this is life..

'Katakanlahsesungguhnya sembahyangku,ibadatku,hidupku dan matiku hanyalah untuk Allah,Tuhan semesta alam.....'

sekian..

~waiting 4 our beloved balqis & nabil~
welcome back home!!!

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30 Oktober 2009
16:05


I can feel the hectic life of an Islamic medical student.Lazy???Always avoiding it from come across my mind.But always finding,finding & finding time 2 learn,learn & learn..The sweetness of grabbing knowledge…U can feel if u enjoy it.Knowing very much detail bout ur own body anatomy & how they work biologically bringing u back 2 Allah…Subhanallah,how great is His Creation….Everything is carried out in our body systematically…

But always wondering,how could I be a doctor 2 help people by having this very little knowledge about human body…What should I answer my mum when she asked "macamane nak elak strok?" and when my sister asked "ape penyebab nnepuh?"…Yes, I can answer it,but not in detail…Well,of course la,I'm just a first year medical student….Get a little bit awareness when Dr. Hisyam said that being a medical student,you're not supposed 2 only know where the latissimus Dorsi and the pectoralis major are.But u've 2 know the significance of knowing all that…Could I do that???I couldn't even finish the Sameh Doss,yet how come I could have time 2 have a look at the thick Clinical Anatomy reference book????YES,Nothing is impossible 4 a willing heart..always saying dat,2 myself,but dunno how effective it is.

Today we learn about bilaminar & trilaminar layer…..Seriously,I'm really blur…But,Dr Syarifa always said that u've 2 learn by heart….When I'm getting blur & 'blurer',almost going 2 give up learning the embryology(eventhough this is our last lecture 4 sem 1,I supposed 2 be very excited),Dr Sharifa said that this topic is really hard 2 understand.Even she had 2 read over & over again 2 understand & make us understand….Thank u Doc,you gave me some motivation when u say that being a medical student u have to be strong,independent & not easily depressed…

Exam???Since that this is our first time 2 face final exam as a medical student,of course the nervousness in myself is never stop (dunno bout others).When our seniors said that failure is common…Wondering,y should be like that??Huh,could I pass all the subject??Can't imagine how I could determine a musle@verterbrae@ rib within 2 minutes in OSPE…But according 2 our senior,she said that the most enjoying part is OSPE..As u will always moving from a station to the next station rather than sitting for hours answering MCQs and Essay Question..
Huh wutever happen,just wait dis 9th November…(Zati said:don't be stressed)

-to sahak,I'd updated my blog…hehe..
-to gen05 and gen04,all da best in final exam…
gambatte kudasai!!!

Strwberry chclate cake..

Boleh tempah lau berminat….Hehe bak kata aten,kek ni sedap sebab dibuat dgn hati yg ikhlas..erm konpius~sedap ker?~ or diorang saje nak amek hati aku..

Decoration strawberry yg memang lgsung xkreatif (last minute plan actually) 2 diimport khas dr ngara Cameron Highlands.Thankz kpd penyumbang..Dunno you notice @ not bout that..

Pg 2 berhempas pulas wak kek ni dgn dijad,dhiey n aten dlm keadaan yg serba kekurangan….
V modify the original recipe to be our own secret recipe,w'pom x sesedap n x seeklusif choclate indlgnce kgmaranku from secret recipe..Act aku xmkn pon kek 2..Hak3 yg lbh 2 semua bg kat bob memandangkn wafiey n nudin lmbat join ktowg bcoz of emrgncy case..Dunno wut happen to this cake after that…maybe in the dustbin..huhu..

C u in the next post..
Ingat Allah selalu...

Setiap yg hdup pasti akn merasai mati...

15 Oktober 2009
5:06
KEMATIAN

Sahabat2ku,cuba anda bayangkan anda berada dlm situasi ini…..di saat anda sedang berjuang dengan jihad ilmu,anda mendapat berita ttg kematian ayahanda tercinta…

Sayu & pilu hati ini mendengar cerita adik aku,when on the last day of the battle in pmr,she saw her friend is crying because of his father's death…

Sungguh Ya ALLAH,engkau akn menguji setiap hambaMu sesuai dgn kesanggupanNya…
Subhanallah,betapa agongnya kuasamu..
And that guy adlh adik kpd kwn aku..
Bila aku send ucapa takziah,he replied "semoga kematian abah aku ini mengingatkan kita semua bahawa setiap yg hidup itu pasti akan mati"
Cukup terkesan di hatiku dengan kata2nya.Syukran shbtku,mengingatkan aku bahawa dunia ini hanya sementara,suatu hari nanti pasti kita akan tinggalkan dunia yg fana ini dgan m'bawa amalan kita.
Bermonolog sendirian,'sudah bersediakah aku untuk dicabut nyawa bila2 masa je?,layakkah aku untuk m'jejaki syurgaMu??? '
Sahabat2ku,semoga simple story yg dikongsi ini membawa kita kembali kpd fitrah,dari mana kita datang,dan apakah tujuan kita dihantar ke dunia ini….

~Sbg peringatan kpd diriku sendiri terutamanya yg pantas menaip ttg cerita ini & of course shbt2 seperjuangan yg berjihad untk mencapai keredhaan Allah……Insya Allah.

testing 1......2......3...BOOM!!!

DeNgan lafaz Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.........saya merasmikan blog yg mmg kompem xmenarik ni....huhu nerd je ckp sy awk....tp lao gn ana....erm XNAK3...
huh ntah ape2 ntah merepek nie...

~cuak giler esk kna present titas!!!~

(act dh ade blog sblm ni tp xingat password....huhu.........)